Monday, July 16, 2007
I was hospitalised on Saturday.
Had a very bad stomachache for 2 days le.
So Mum decided to bring me to TTS for a check-up.
Again, suspected of appendicitis and was on drip.
No food, no drinks till they confirmed that it is not appendicitis.
Well...
Luckily, it is not.
It was due to gastric problem, as per the doctor.
I'm still on medication now.
And the pain still come and go.
Dad wanted me to go back to A&E yesterday.
Of course i rejected. Cos i dun wan to camp in the hospital.
Haa...
Anyway, really thanks for everyone's concern during these period of time.
And thanks to my mum who always stay by my side in the hospital.
And all my friends who visited me.
Well, and of course an apology to all my sisters guides cos we have to postpone the hiking trip due to this last minute admission.
Just finished watching One Litres Of Tears which i have always wanted to watch long time ago.
Really cried through out the show.
I really dun understand why there are people who struggles so hard to live on while there are people who chose to end their lives.
This show is a true story about a 15 years old Japanese girl who contracted a disease where she will slowly lose control over all her walking, talking and even eating ability.
She used to be a very sporty gal who can run around playing basketball, helping out with the family chores and even falling in love.
But her life changed after she contracted this disease.
She wanted to fall in love but she can't.
She wanted to stay forever with her family but she can't.
She wanted to play basketball but she can't.
She wanted to do a lot of things in her life but she can't.
In the end, she died 10 years later.
The only thing she could do for the others was using all her writings and her life story to motivate the others in the world.
Life is always like that.
We always dun treasure what we have now.
We always take things for granted. Thinking that they are always there for us.
Thinking that we still have a lot of tomorrows.
Shouldn't we treat our life like there is no tomorrow and treasure everything that we have now?
Our friends, our family, our time and most importantly, our life and our happiness.
There are people out there who are struggling to live on with their life, counting their happiness while i am here, keep struggling to find the real meaning of me living in this world, counting all my unhappiness.
I have been taking all happiness for granted and all unhappiness as something which i will keep asking myself why is it happening to me?
Haha...Must be wondering why am i feeling so emotional all of a sudden.
Isn't it good that everyone reflect about their lives at times so as to be a better and happier person?
Message from the bottle:
Live like there is no tomorrow.
